I was left in the very beginning with only empty words,
Wilted orchids and senseless advice to die for,
And I was left in the very end with only navy warnings
With the purple and yellow shadows of cruelty.

Blood unto dirty blood and life unto pitiful life,
A soul you brought into this world of glass
Promises plated in gold and candy-coated glares,
Unwilling you seemed to take hold of this heavy burden.

Gift-wrapped lies told with pure innocence
And given with such perfect performance
Concealed in smiles dripping black with your sins,
The silent truths even withhold a tall tale.

Your deceitful purpose to cleanly slice through,
Stripping away my skin layer by repulsive layer
To uncover my hideous faults and livid scars,
Imperfections of grandeur and a topaz haze.

Abandoned my grey soul you say will remain
And beauty a trait of passion this body will lack,
My broken being now a growing hate in my book,
The very sight of my flesh enough to make you choke.

Tears of royal crimson from this hollow heart
Penetrate on through the skin white as pearls
Leaving stains remorseful and shining bright
That reveal the cruel restless secrets hiding within.

Wishing to never see your horrid face again
Nor hear that bone-chilling voice ring through halls
And feel your eyes green with envy killing me softly -
To watch you writhe in unforgivable pain.

Lost prayers screaming among the ivory stars
Pleading to stop this breathing I cannot bear,
Never awaking from my ocean of dreams
And having my fears kissed away by an angel.

Gliding with the amber sun and the silver moon
Pieces of my spirit will forever fall down upon you
Within the rains of spring and breezes of autumn,
A reminder of your petty guilt and decaying heart.

Cry one little fake tear all for me -
Now lying within this mahogany bed of wood and peace,
Engraving of a coral smile upon my glowing form,
This long awaited escape from your silent cruelty -
Eternally free from every bit of you.